I got a sudden urge to put this out today. I have heard p.u.s.h means pray until something happens. I don’t know who needs to hear this today but I wanted to write about it today. Although things in my life are going well. It could be seen as a mess to someone else. I know I woke up this morning. I could walk, talk, and breathe. I am happy for the simple things. There were some people who did not get the gift to wake up this morning, and be granted a new day. I got the urge to type this message for anyone who is willing to read it.

I prayed about the toxic people in my family in order for the situation to change. I realized there was no hope for people who were not going to actively change themselves. I had to focus my good praying energy on myself and preserve my prayers for the things that mattered to me and would benefit the universe. Not people who were doing toxic things to people who live in the universe.

At this time in my life, I can honestly say I have felt closer to the universe when I have had a so called bad day because it let me know that through it all the oldest living organism on the earth, the universe is here for me. My faith became stronger when things did not quite work out the way I wanted them to. I look forward to when things go wrong because that is when your faith is really tested to see how strong it really is. At the new test of my faith, I remained calm and new deep down inside that I did not need to worry about anything. The simple emotion of a worry does not leave any room for the thing worried about to be taken care of. Energetically speaking, the problem or worry can not be handled if ones time is spent worrying. As humans its not our job to worry. It’s our job to pray over it and let it go. Stop worrying and start living. I pray that anyone who reads this will let their mind and spirit sync up with their heart. To all be well. Thank you for reading.